Station I
The Theory in the Attic
Part I · Chapters 1–2
A carpenter's axe borrowed from a janitor's room — the first chapter, in which a feverish, unemployable, self-taught ex-student on a stifling July evening takes the final steps of a long private argument about who is permitted to kill whom.
« Я хочу на преступление решиться… »
I want to dare to commit a crime…
Rodion Raskolnikov lives in a room rented from a landlady. The room is so small, Dostoevsky tells us, that a tall man cannot stand in it without stooping. Raskolnikov, who is tall, has stopped standing. He lies on the sofa. He has not eaten for two days. He has not paid his rent for two months. He has dropped out of law studies at the university for want of funds. He has a mother and a sister in the provinces who are, we will learn, about to sell the sister to the richest local suitor because this is the only way to support Rodion through the rest of his degree.
And Raskolnikov — thin, handsome, hollow-eyed, feverish — has been walking the streets of Petersburg in the terrible July heat, rehearsing in his head an argument. He has written the argument down, some months ago, in an article he got published in a minor journal. The argument is this: history is moved by a small category of extraordinary men who have the right, for the sake of a higher purpose, to transgress the ordinary laws. Napoleon, Muhammad, Newton, Kepler. All of them, Raskolnikov writes, would have had the moral right, in pursuit of their world-altering visions, to kill one or two people and step over the bodies. The ordinary law is for the ordinary man. The extraordinary man is above it.
This is — we need to see it clearly — not a metaphor. Dostoevsky's Raskolnikov is not being intellectual in the ordinary sense. He has worked his argument out on paper, and he is now, in the first chapters of the novel, on his way to apply it. The old pawnbroker woman in the building on the Voznesensky Prospect — Alyona Ivanovna, sixty, wealthy, mean to her younger half-sister, a pawn-dealer of small gold items and silver spoons — is, Raskolnikov has decided, a useless piece of humanity. She cheats her clients. She beats her sister. She hoards. Her money, Raskolnikov has calculated, could educate him, rescue his sister from the suitor, pay his mother's rent, and leave enough over to start a modest career in teaching, thus producing, at a rough calculation, one useful young man to the Russian state for the price of one useless old pawnbroker. He is going to test the theory on her.
The theory is tested. He goes through the preparatory steps. He sews a small loop on the inside of his coat to carry the axe so that his hands will be free. He walks past the old janitor's room where he has noticed the axe lies unwatched and takes it. He mounts the stairs. He rings the bell. The old woman lets him in, suspecting nothing. He has brought a bundle tied up with string, a supposed pawn, a pretext. She turns to examine it under the window. He brings the axe down on the back of her head. She falls.
And then the theory fails. Because the old woman's half-sister Lizaveta, simple, gentle, entirely innocent, whom Raskolnikov had no plan to kill and whom the whole theoretical structure did not cover, walks into the flat at the wrong moment. Raskolnikov, panicked, kills her too. The old janitor's axe, borrowed for one useless piece of humanity, has become the instrument of a second, unplanned death, the death of a mild woman Raskolnikov's theory had expressly declared was the kind of ordinary person whom extraordinary men must never harm.
The novel, from that instant, becomes the story of a young man waking up from his own theory. The whole six hundred pages that follow are the process of his slow, slow admission that the theory was not extraordinary but ordinary, and that he is not Napoleon but a frightened boy who has killed two women on a July afternoon for a handful of small valuables he will not even manage, in the end, to use.
The old janitor's axe, borrowed for one useless piece of humanity, has become the instrument of a second death, the death of a mild woman his whole theoretical structure had expressly declared must never be harmed.
Dostoevsky had been in Siberian exile for four years. He knew, from inside, what a man who has killed looks like when he first comes out from under his theory. Raskolnikov is not an abstraction.